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"what is it good for? absolutely nothing!"

haha.

i don't even know if i should publish this entry.

it's been such a long time since i last blogged.

[okay, like, duh.]



so there are many things i want to bring up. but i realise it's better if i keep to myself.

anti-drugs was today.
today was anti-drugs.

haha.





i was disappointed like fuck.
i really don't find a purpose of making promises if you don't even TRY to keep it. it was a total waste of time and money, and i feel cheated.

i have a lot of emotions running through me right now, but i don't know how i should express it.


there's this girl i know. [i won't call her a friend, cause i don't regard her as one.] she's been cutting herself since way back in sec 1. those good ol' days. she stopped in sec two. but she did it again recently. see, the reason why i decided to blog about this one, is because, i don't find why she should cut herself. attention? to relieve herself of stress? seriously? what is the real cause?

yada yada yada.
i know, i know.
i used to cut myself too.
but hey, i've come to terms with my life and the situation.

why haven't you?

you only put him through pain and you don't even realise it. you selfish little brat. you think he deserves to go through the trouble of loving you? i don't think so. and trust me, many others agree with me.


life's beautiful.
you don't want to end it.

goodbye.

p/s: like, hello? i know that my blog's dead. like, whatever. SO BE IT. why is it such an issue anyway? so just deal with it and expect the next time i blog to be like, 6 months later. yeah? thankutheverithemuche.