Designer: manikka
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"sweet old darlin'!"

bla di bla di bla.


trying out new softwares for the editing of danceworks! music at the moment. most of the softwares are either too hard to use or too laggy, due to the big memory it takes up. aarghh.

i'm so sad.


haha.

3 more months. 3 more months. :D

i want to join mercu with anis! i do not want to join some "smartlab" and end up totally hating it and playing truant anyway. argghh. [yes, i'm capable of truancy.]

i don't understand why you must always have things your way. the basic necessities - BASIC - are still unmet. it's amazing how i talk about you as if you're the greatest in the world to my friends. perhaps baby's the only one who understands the way i feel about you. and you asked: "why should you treat other people better than me; when i contribute to your livelihood?"

ha-ha-ha.
rofl.

baby has been there for me through every shit that i've faced since last year. he's done a far greater job than you ever have. yeah, sure, you contribute money, [in the most measly manner, i might add] to my life, but what's the point if you're never there? and please don't start on the "what happened to me and her happened a long time ago and i shouldn't be letting it affect me" talk.

BECAUSE: it does affect me. it affected me THEN. and it's still affecting me NOW. i'll bet my life that it'll still affect me in the future. yup, it will. even when i'm all grown-up.

YOU made the decision.
not me.
so don't stop acting as if it's entirely my duty to pick myself up from the rubbish and shit you left me in so that i might actually make a name for myself. thankutheverithemuche. :D


all in all.
life's pretty okay.
i'm still in love with the most darling-est baby on earth.


toodles!