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"someone once told me that life was much greener, on the other side.."

only you have the power to make me smile right now.


i think my whole body's falling apart. starting from my heart. then my brain. then my eyes. and every other thing.


i'm unhappy.
but i don't want to blog about it.
cause there's no point.
is there?


i feel like going to that place tonight.
and leaving at night.
as in, really night - night.


i don't want to admit defeat to you. i don't believe what you said is true. i don't want him to prove me wrong. must i always lose out to you? in anything or everything i do?! i love him.. more than i ever loved you. how is it possible that a few words from you left me hanging with insecurity? how is it possible that you're always right?



"last night
i couldn't even get an answer
i tried to call
but my pride wouldn't let me dial
and i'm sitting here
with this blank expression
and the way i feel
i wanna curl up like a child

i know you can hear me
i know you can feel me
i can't live without you
God please make me better
i wish i wasn't the way i am

if i told you once
if i told you twice
you could see it in my eyes
i'm all cried out
with nothing to say
you're everything i wanted to be
if you could only see
your heart belongs to me
i love you so much
i'm yearning for your touch
come and set me free
forever yours i'll be
baby won't you come
and take this pain away

last night
i couldn't even get an answer
i tried to call
but my pride wouldn't let me dial
and i'm sitting here
with this blank expression
and the way i feel
i wanna curl up like a child

i need you
and you need me
this is so plain to see
and i will always love you so
and i will never let you go
i will..
if you could only see
your heart belongs to me
i love you so much
i'm yearning for your touch
come and set me free
forever yours i'll be
baby won't you come
and take this pain away..

last night
i couldn't even get an answer
i tried to call
but my pride wouldn't let me dial
and i'm sitting here
with this blank expression
and the way i feel
i wanna curl up like a child"


an extract of how i feel.

goodbye.