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"rojak of emotions."

it's 1.15am.
and i'm not asleep.
i'll be honest.
i haven't started revising.
for one of my weakest subjects?
i don't think i'm in the mood.

[this part everybody will think i'm an emobitch. ugh.]


17th august 2007
the big day.
i don't want anything to go wrong.
nothing nothing nothing should go wrong.



i can't study lah. i've been trying since anis helped me. but i can't. so there.



i'm scared.
i'm worried.
i'm nervous.
i'm freaked out.
hehhhhhhhhhhhhh.
somebody shoot me in the head nehh..


sayang menyayang..
menyayang sayang..
disappointing results already nehh.
what to do?
sit down and cry lah.
no hope, no hope.
ai-yai-yai. [in a robotic manner.]


you broke your promise. even when i didn't make you promise. and you voluntarily made the promise. and then and then. you broke it. when i needed you the most. you break your fucking promise. thank you soooooooooooooooo much. you're the "best". really.




i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i fucking miss you.


permisi ya bu.
so damn random la sharifah.


it's 2.45am. i spent over an hour typing this pathetic entry. any idea why? i also don't know why. nyehahahaa.


i'm a diamond.
cause i'm under so much pressure. :D



addicted to this song.
cause it's so emo. fuck.
no more tears. please.

"4 in the morning"

waking up to find another day
the moon got lost again last night
but now the sun has finally had its say
i guess i feel alright

but it hurts when i think
when i let it sink in
it's all over me
i'm lying here in the dark
i'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot

and all i know is
you've got to give me everything
nothing less cause
you know i give you all of me

[chorus:]
i give you everything that i am
i'm handin' over everything that i've got
cause i wanna have a really true love
don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
and i wanna make it worth the fight
what have we been doing for all this time
baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

all i wanted was to know i'm safe
don't wanna lose the love i've found
remember when you said that you would change
don't let me down

it's not fair how you are
i can't be complete
can you give me more?

and all i know is
you got to give me everything
and nothing less cause
you know i give you all of me

[chorus:]
i give you everything that i am
i'm handin' over everything that i've got
cause i wanna have a really true love
don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
and i wanna make it worth the fight
what have we been doing for all this time
baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

oh please, you know what i need
save all your love up for me
we can't escape the love
give me everything that you have

and all i know is
you got to give me everything
and nothing less cause
you know i give you all of me

[chorus:]
i give you everything that i am
i'm handin' over everything that i've got
cause i wanna have a really true love
don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
and i wanna make it worth the fight
what have we been doing for all this time
baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

[give you everything]
[give you all of me]

~ gwen stefani



tralala~
3am right now.
1 hour to go.
goodbye.