Saturday, August 04, 2007
"it ends tonight. it ****ing ends tonight."
all efforts.
night practices.
all late night practices, ****ing efforts....
.....all gone to waste.
[baby, you were right - about the '
questions?
where is the justice?
where is the fairness?
where is the entitlement we rightfully deserve?
where the ****ing hell are they all?
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you fail to realise that i'm not like the others. you fail to see that i'm just not the same. you ****ing fail to understand that i have my own problems. and yes, i ****ing understand that you have yours BUT i have never spoken of you being problem-free or perfect, the way you have countlessly said i am. hmpfh.
you know? i'm going through those times when i just want to keep slashing and slashing and slashing until an infection causes my limbs to get amputated. we're not even appreciated for our talents. whatever of it we have. why can't they widen their ****ing shallow perspectives of certain things and try to look at things in our view?
i'm just drained out from everything.
i'm tired of giving my all.
it's all been clearly proven kan?
i'm aware that i'm nothing to you.
just another pawn for sacrificing?
so, go ahead. get rid of me.
nenek fainted yesterday.
she's in the hospital now.
hehh.. one after another..
nobody will understand.
anyhoo.
divya - much thanks for understanding. :))
maisurah - much thanks for the insight. ;D
hidayah&haiza - sorry today's date wasn't successful! T_T
shadrina - hahahaha. you're cute. :D
[and most importantly..]
baby - thanks for understanding why i was so pissed off. i know you wanted the best for me. thanks for being there for de'stylers the whole way through. xD i love you!
'nuff said?
hah. i'm still ****ing pissed.
goodbye.
p/s: words are just words. they may add up to equal to a certain meaning, but ultimately, your thinking affects the total result. this entry may mean nothing at all. but ouh, **** you.
p/s 2: **** = fuck. yeah. thankyouverythemuch.
you know you've got my ♥ ~
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