Designer: manikka
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"memories."

you looked into my eyes.
you wanted to deliver the words that you had spent so much time planning on to me.
we had that connection we used to have in the past.
it was the right time.
the right temperature.
the right day.
our eyes were the gateway for the connection of our souls.
you had me entranced.
but i pulled away.








i don't know why i feel so distant to those who i once felt so close to before. i don't feel like hugging you anymore. i don't feel like smiling to you anymore. i don't feel like knowing you anymore. maybe it's just because everybody's changed. it's as though i don't you anymore - it's as though i never did know you well.

iunno.
i just feel emo all of a sudden.
you know?
when you just sit and daydream?
and suddenly you start thinking of all these?

yeah.




saw safia on the way back home just now. hehh. it was nice seeing her again. i missed her. heheh. i wonder when i'll see the rest of BFC. i wonder if farhanah's doing okay. [we used to really talk about living together after graduation. haha.] i wonder if ezzati's still caught up with l-o-v-e. [hehe. she's always been stuck on that silly game.] i wonder if tiara's still the smart little girl. [she was always the witty one.] i wonder if safia's still the same old cute her. [this i know, cause i saw her today. xD]



i've been a good girlfriend.
a very good girlfriend indeed.
and i hate to admit it.
but yes. i've been bad in every other role.
i've been a bad student.
a bad daughter.
a bad sister.
a bad dancer.
a bad everyotherthingiactuallyam.



i'm truly repentant.
really.





life makes me go all woogly inside.
i hope i'm making my ic tomorrow.


i miss baby so much!
14 hours honey! hehee.. muackz!

okay toodles!