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"you make me wanna call you in the middle of the night."

somehow, that song's stuck in my head now.
and i didn't even hear it recently.


anyway, to my sister:
i'm supposed to be sleeping now. i've had enough of crying. my eyes are bloody red. i'm sleepy and i'm tired. you should have the boobs to admit that you were a little at fault because you really spoilt my dinner. yeah, i'm at fault too - for blogging about it and calling you an ass. huhu. eh, at least i have the pantat to admit it okay. :P


i still think you're the bestest sister on earth. :)
this part you'll go: "asal macam die faham gitu?"








this is what made me change my mind.
ultimately.

[shareefah] and i'll be there for you. and nobody will break us apart. i promise you. =) says:
choose one
[shareefah] and i'll be there for you. and nobody will break us apart. i promise you. =) says:
cutt myself
[shareefah] and i'll be there for you. and nobody will break us apart. i promise you. =) says:
or go out to runaway
*Shy-Pyro*Life isnt alwaes fill with happiness but its alwaes fill with love..<3
sayang..let me choose this my wae..do u love me ..i love you very much n i dun wan anyting to happen to u..either being hurt by cutting urself or gg out of e hse n be at e %&#$^#&$#@#$ alone..
*Shy-Pyro*Life isnt alwaes fill with happiness but its alwaes fill with love..<3
sayang.please.k..





baby made me realise that i shouldn't go all emo-ish and sensitive just because of a few comments by my sister. afterall, she did have good intentions. and i should realise that she was hurting too. and i do. yeah, eh pantat. i'm sorry aite pantat? xP

anyhoo deehoo.

thanks dee dearest for the green top and earrings!
thanks julie jums for the crap-talk!
thanks add-i-son for the money! huahua!



reached home.
then met up with baby.
and both baby and i were extra pissed off with random people today and one person led to another and the two of us ended up bitching about the people we were pissed off at. ahaha! so damn cute can? cause girls don't normally bitch with their boyfs. i mean, seriously. we were really, really BITCHING. ahahaa. this is the advantage of having a bestfriendboyf. :D

and baby was so cute with his expressions.
i think i pinched his cheeks too hard yesterday.
his face is super flexible now. ahaha!


randomness:

and i hate people who think that money has the abilty to buy everything. especially men! i mean, please lah! she has already rejected you right? and you don't even have the freaking balls to admit that she doesn't like you BACK? sheeesh man! you're fucking pathetic okay? your KENTAL+IMMATURE actions indicate clearly that your brain is so PRIMARY-TWO! i mean, OMG LAH EH.. what kind of grown-up MAN spreads rumours?! kan kan kan?! i absolutely hate assholic guys who spread rumours about women okay? it's so SISSY lah! like, your dick is too small for you to talk to the woman face-to-face. why? embarrassed ah? YOU'RE SO FUCKING PATHETIC, CAN??? you really need a life of your own. and i hate you! because my baby hates you! and you made my baby's mum cry! you chibai pantat two-headed freak! ahahaa! [okay, part tu sha tambah2. xD] i swear you're going to like, menyesal doing this to my baby's mum. jengjengjeng...


readers! ignore the above paragraph. i doubt anybody would understand except baby. because it's a long story and baby prefers to keep it hush. and i'm so extra-vaganza by blogging about it too, can? huhu. xD sayang goes: "cute aperr.."

had macdonalds delivery for dinner.
i wonder if i could have ordered a student meal.
hmmm...




aik aik aik chiko.
hahahaaa.
thank you babyku tersayang..

because you made me smile.
and you make my life worthwhile.
and my days are going to shine.
all because you heart is mine!

WHOAAAA. inspiration can do wonders.
ahahahaa! baby, say i'm sweet! heeheee.
muack muack!





on a MUCH sadder note:
i'm really bankrupt in need of cash now.
anybody has extra money to share? T_T


where did i go wrong?
i lost a friend.
somewhere along in the bitterness.


toodley doo!

p/s: baby, i'm never leaving you. there's something i see in you that i never saw in him. and remember that you're much-loved by me. only you are much-loved by me. =)