Designer: manikka
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"think once. think twice."

my interpretation

you talk about life, you talk about death
and everything in between
like it's nothing, and the words are easy
you talk about me, and talk about you
and everything i do
like it's something, that needs repeating
i don't need an alibi or for you to realise
the things we left unsaid
are only taking space up in our head
make it my fault, win the game
point the finger, place the blame
it does me up and down
it doesn't matter now
cause i don't care

[chorus:]
if i ever talk to you again
this is not about emotion
i don't need a reason not to care
what you say or what happened in the end
this is my interpretation
and it don't, don't make sense

the first two weeks turn into ten
i hold my breath and wonder when it'll happen
does it really matter?
if half of what you said is true
and half of what i didn't do could be different
would it make it better?
if we forget the things we know
would we have somewhere to go?
the only way is down, i can see that now
cause i don't care

[chorus]
if i ever talk to you again
this is not about emotion
i don't need a reason not to care
what you say or what happened in the end
this is my interpretation
and it don't, don't make sense

it's really not such a sacrifice..

[chorus]
if i ever talk to you again
this is not about emotion
i don't need a reason not to care
what you say or what happened in the end
this is my interpretation
and it don't, don't make sense

and it don't have to make no sense to you at all
cause this is my interpretation
yeah, yeah, yeah..

~ mika



sometimes you wonder why you keep hanging on to something that doesn't matter to you anymore. sometimes you think of how stupid it is to have already made a decision and keep thinking of how you should have decided. sometimes you want the past to be re-lived no matter how hurtful it was, for you choose not to forget the past. sometimes you love, just for the sake of being loved back. sometimes you can't help but realise that you spent too much effort on somebody who never appreciated your actions. sometimes you wished you were alone with somebody lending you a shoulder to cry on. sometimes you want to sleep forever, to wake up to a much much brighter morning than the previous one. sometimes you act stupidly, fully conscious of how you're acting, just to bear the consequences. sometimes you want to run far, far away yet you want to stay in the comfort of your home. sometimes you smile when you see how simple life should be in a chaos you created. sometimes you know it's not your fault you have to leave somebody behind although the guilt runs through your veins every second. sometimes you cry all the pain away with a sub-conscious thought, at the back of your head, telling you that everything will be okay.



think once.
think twice.




to everybody who has ever cared for me or ever will or still are caring about me. near or distant, almost forgotten or remembered, for all your caring actions toward me..


thanks for being there.






goodbye. =)