Designer: manikka
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"cool."

it's hard to remember how
it felt before
now i found the love of my life
passes things get more comfortable
everything is going right

and after all the obstacles
it's good to see you now with someone else
and it's such a miracle
that you and me are still good friends
after all that we've been through
i know we're cool
i know we're cool

and we used to think it was impossible
now you call me by my new last name
memories seem like so long ago
time always kills the pain

remember harbor boulevard
the dreaming days where the mess was made
look how all the kids have grown
oh, we have changed but we're still the same
after all that we've been through
i know we're cool
i know we're cool
yeah, i know we're cool

and i'll be happy for you
if you can be happy for me
circles and triangles
and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend
so far from where we've been
i know we're cool
i know we're cool
coo-cool.. uh uh
i know we're cool [uh uh]
uh, i know we're cool
coo-cool... yeah..
i know we're cool
umm yeah...

~ gwen stefani



just thought that this song deserves to be here.
baby tells me that i'm loved. :D
honey, you're much-loved too. xP




i need time off.
why did i save that dying pink star?
could't i have let it get burnt to death?
many questions.
no answers.



ouh fuck the internet.
msn is being a bitch.
i can't even get a decent conversation with baby anymore. could somebody supply me with a reliable internet source? ughs. i'm starting to feel unimportant again. but all the blades are with baby. and i'm apparently short of cash.


i do have painkillers though.
the ones mum gave me for the sarawak trip.


all these thoughts are giving me headaches. terrible headaches indeed. can somebody hand me a stack of painkillers and sleeping pills? i've been having irregular sleeping hours and it's really taking effect on my health. i need painkillers for these frequent headaches. and i need sleeping pills for the body to get some damned sleep. ughs.



i'm really not overdosing again.
presently, i have no intention of suicide.
i do however, have intention of running away.
but intention doesn't amount to action these days.
especially if the intention is from me.
cause i'm too lazy to get anything done.

which reminds me.
homework.



unzip the pencilcase and pour out the assignments. tomorrow baby's coming over again and we're really finishing up my stuff. :D

i've had less than 5 hours of sleep in 3 days straight. i still wonder if humans can die if we don't have sufficient sleep. i still want to try to see if it's true. BUT. i've promised baby not to. thus i won't.


shimmy shimmy.
hear my shimmy shimmy.
shimmy shimmy.
i love you shimmy.


kane and i are exchanging birthday presents on our birthday. i can't wait. i think i'll get him some adult-tee. that he'll have to wait a few years before getting to wear it. haha.


i'm pissed.
i'm pissed.
i'm pissed.
fucking pissed.


toodley doo!

p/s: now i remember how murtabak tastes and looks like.haha!