Designer: manikka
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"charged and convicted"

ahhh damn.


ever since that lecture at secret recipe, everything has changed. it's as though i'm all of a sudden so freaking precious to everybody at home. and that's what i hate - the drastic change.


and they've been seriously getting on my nerves lately:

one of them has been an ass.
commenting on every single thing i do.
and causing me to get scolded over and over.
it's as though she enjoys it or something.
ass.

then the other has been on her side.
this is not something new, yeah.
but it's getting super irritating.
and i'm not about to tolerate it anymore.


and i'm SO precious to them that they don't allow me to go out, nor to hang-out with friends. i'm supposed to stay at home and be the slave cause they can't afford one. and this part julie goes: "ehhh! same ahh!"

haha.
but seriously okay.



dearest came over from his dance practice yesterday night because i told him i was feeling fucked up after the so-called "family dinner". and i wanted oreo chocolate to cheer me up. and guess what ladies and gentlemen?

my mum wouldn't let me go out.
okayyy, so it was already 9.45pm.
[my neighborhood is scary at night.]
but sap would be with me whattttt!
i mean, like hello? it's just to buy bubble tea!
and since she was already so mean to me earlier on.
i felt super emo. and being the sensitive me.
i sat in my room and started to cry.
then.. guess what...?
then baby was outside my house!
so i opened the window! and and and!
i could touch his face! hahaha! :D
and although he was super late already.
he rushed to buy bubble tea for me! :D
thus, i was super happy. huhu haha hehe!
i wanted to hug him so much. T_T
i would have climbed out seh. really really.
but anyhoo. in conclusion?
baby really cheered me up!
[with the help of bubble tea. xD]


it's such a contrast okayy. when i was out in the afternoon with hidayah, i was feeling super happy and excited cause i saw a lot of things [which i probably won't be able to get until i start work] that i wanted to buy! even going to the national library was fun with ida and baby cause we laughed so much there. BUTTTT. on the other hand, we were supposed to meet at 6pm and yet all of them were late. i reached at 5.45pm [when i could have spent more time with baby] and they reached after 6.20pm. i mean, who wouldn't get pissed kan?

and the only good thing about going was getting to see eecha darling, kak juny and abang. i miss them so much la. abanggg. come backkkk. hahaaa.

i wonder how it would be like if i get married...
i know i'll be able to sleep well with him beside me. =)



ANNDDDDD.
i'm a teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeny weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeny bit pissed off.
because friends can change so fast. so so fast.
i kinda miss them. both of them. haiz...
*shai goes emo+depressed*

*wake me up when september ends plays* xD




OKAY ANYWAY.

met up with nabil after class yesterday.
to pass him my extra prepaid card. deng.

then went out to bugis with ida darling in the afternoon. she wanted to get new tops and i wanted to get earrings. and after walking around and getting lost for about a kazillion times [statistics may be extremely false], she finally decided on this shop. she got herself GREEEEEEEN baju! ahaha. nice nice. ouh and a white tanktop. :D

then i got three pairs of earrings!
yay yay yay! i was super happy lah. :D

so we ate at ljs for lunch. as usual, we were bitching about random people and talking about random stuff. like weddings and such. and since baby was at the national library, we went over to drop in on him. xD

it was our first time entering the national library and we were ALMOST sesat again man! but we weren't! cause of my peculiar good-sense-of-direction. nyehaha! this part ida goes: "hmm.. ye..." ahahaa! made a fool of ourselves at the library cause we were laughing over stuff. haha!

and the library is so cooooool. cause the LIFT is super fast and furious. hahaaa. baby wanted to go the top level and we took approximately 30 seconds to get there. hoho. then the view amazed us. okay best. i want to live on the 40th storey. haha! BUT anyway.. ida and i were so freaking scared when the lift was going down. because it went down TOO fast! and it felt as though the lift would crash to the ground floor. ahaha! it's like, escape theme park in a lift. ahaha!

ANNNNDDD because i have fallen in love with that library, i shall be a good girl and head over there on random school days. as and when i like it. and i'm going to reach home late. and i won't care. :D



then went to meet them.
nothing interesting about dinner.
'cept that i was real sad cause hun wasn't around.


and i love myself.
cause you love me. xD

goodbye.

p/s: baby! thanks for borrowing the libary book for me! we'll have to return it together okayy. hehe. muack muack!