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"the part everybody goes "awww""

warning: extremely mushy and confusing content. please do not read if not tolerable. :D


hmm.. so that sweet day finally arrived.



050607.
i love you.


to you, the one i love so dearly. =)

my honeybaby.. i decided to blog some meaningful words about our whole relationship, from the time we got to know each other better til we became best friends and finally, til now. =) [huhu..] anyhoo.. so we met each other a few times before, but we were never that close. i was once a part of somebody else and you were always involved with some other girl. xP [kidding by, kidding. :D]

then came the time when i became the leader of a dancegroup that needed to be formed for a countdown performance 2006 at hougang mall. so i asked around and decided to ask you randomly, because i noticed that you could dance. hahaa. xP fortunately, you agreed to join the dance, and we had our first few practices from november '06 onwards.

i was already very sick by the time, yet i came for practices regularly and even through all the shits, five of us stuck together and formed a family. lil sappy, lil mimi, lil jummy and lil yayat. and me, as the mummy. =) we stayed close and together for a very long time, and although we were all separated due to the fact of being in different schools [except mimi+yayat], we never forgot to meet up at least once a month to dance. =)

then amongst this five people, the three of us became really close. because jums and i live near each other, and you, well, you were just part of us. haha! and trust me, there were A LOT of misunderstandings and little arguments that the three of us had. but none of them ever broke us up apart for long. the longest was like, 3 days? haha. xD

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then came all the shits i had to face alone.
i was feeling down.
and you were there for me. =)

we had to keep the love for each other a secret, probably because we didn't know how to express it to each other. we knew it would be weird. but what touched me the most is that you never lost hope of telling me one day, although you came close to doing so, a lot of times. haha. and i know i was being an ass. cause of everything that happened after friday, april 13th. T_T

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so we finally realised that it was stupid to be suffering right in front of each other's eyes when we could just say it. so we did. and so, we got unofficially attached. hahaa. [til today, that is.] and i'm falling deeper in love with you as every day passes, because i get to know you better as each day passes and i get to fall in love with who you are. something that i find fucking hard to do. so we decided a date that would be perfect. and we decided on 050607. ;D

you were sweet enough to help me forget that monster who tore me apart when i least expected it.. you gave me the faith i needed. you told me that things would be fine. and you ensured that things worked out fine for me. even if you weren't the person who was making me happy AT THAT TIME.

anyhoo.. my dearest dearestest dear, i will always be a part of you. remember that i'm your best friend + girlfriend! hehee.. and.. i know this may sound really cheesy. but i'm glad to say that you're indefinitely the most special guy i've started a relationship with. it's not because you meet my secret criteria or whatever, but it's because you're my best friend, and you really, really, really understand me. i vowed not to ever get attached with a best friend once before, and you. yes YOU. you were patient and sweet and caring enough to make me break this vow. [and it's a good thing. hehe...]huhu..


muhammad saiful bin saimen..
[my darling SBS.. xP]
i want to thank you for everything..
for believing in me when nobody else did..
for everything you've done for me..
for everything you've said to make things right.
yes. you. you cute-tak-tau-malu boy.
i'm crazily in love with you.
and i know that you are too. xP
let's make this last, shall we?
because to me..

you're every line.
you're every word.
you're everything. =)


050607.
~ the beginning of our life.

goodbye.

p/s: happy 15th birthday yayat! ahahaa. :D