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"you're my only hope."



only hope

there's a song that's inside of my soul
it's the one that i've tried to write
over and over again
i'm awake in the infinite cold
but you sing to me over and over and over again

so i lay my head back down
and i lift my hands
and pray to be only yours
i pray to be only yours
i know now you're my only hope

sing to me the song of the stars
of your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
when it feels like my dreams are so far
sing to me of the plans that you have
for me over again

so i lay my head back down
and i lift my hands
and pray to be only yours
i pray to be only yours
i know now you're my only hope

i give you my destiny
i'm giving you all of me
i want your symphony
singing in all that i am
at the top of my lungs i'm giving it back

so i lay my head back down
and i lift my hands
and pray to be only yours
i pray to be only yours
i pray to be only yours
i know now you're my only hope

~ mandy moore

taken from "a walk to remember". catch it tomorrow on channel five. hahs. it's a beautiful story, really. i've watched it over and over again, and it always makes me cry. ahaha.

it touched my heart.

so i slept the whole day today.
had my fair share of rest.
didn't catch the sunset with the family afterall.
i still want that long-long letter. ahaha.
YOU shut up YOU. xP

haha.
and ouh yeah, sap made me laugh when he messaged me saying he was bloody happy cause he finally got his white havaiannas sandals. wahahaha. [there's a story behind this kay? haha.]


yes. sharifah raihanah shahabuddin spent the whole day rotting at home. being a freaking lazy ass. huahua. don't rub it in okay? ahaha. ouh! and i like hidayah's blog song. haha. reminds me of the dance floor sehs. wahaha. xD i loikeee. heh.



ASHIKIN!
KAWAN BIUL AKU. huhu!
don't worry too much about yesterday okay?
it really wasn't your fault la.
heheh. MILO BEB! xDD
ahahaha.

YOHANNIS DEAR!
your blog song touching giler seh.
ahaha.
everytime i hear..
teringat "the past" seh. wahaha.
remember 2nd july 2005? i was at woodlands mrt station, waiting for the train to go back home after a national day parade practice.. it was quite late and i was so freaking tired lor.. then suddenly you sms-ed me saying that he likes me. ahaha. i was smiling like hell seh. hahah! ouh wells. memories. =P

and of course..
my darling FARHANNIS!
hehehe.
yes, yes. awak sweet sekali.
hahaha. loads of hearts for you! heh..



and for all those who want to know. i do need somebody to be there for me. especially right now.. lalala~ i've had enough of crying every night before i sleep. and nope, it's not because of syamil anymore.. nor is it because of any other guy.. hahs.. i just.. hahs. never mind.

and to those who claim to love me. think again. do you really know me? cause i'm a firm believer that true love is only possible between two people who know each other really well. and to you who regretted it... [i know you're reading this] saying that you regretted it won't do much. trust me.

and what's the use if every other person knows how you feel about me except myself..? blahs.

and to another you.. you know that it's just impossible for us to be together. don't make me state the many reasons why. i can't trust you. i don't want to hurt any other person, cause i know how it feels like to be hurt. i don't want to be as selfish as other people around me. yay.

and wooouh.
i can't believe that a lot of people saw me crying yesterday. so the fucking the paiseh can? nope, nope. i don't blame him. i just, couldn't hold it in. ahaha. =) and all i needed was just somebody to be there for me. huhu.



remember to watch "a walk to remember" tomorrow kay? hahah.

goodbye.

p/s: it's okay my dear best friend. *you know who you are* i don't mind about what happened yesterday. [psst. i can't reply to your message cause my prepaid low. ahaha. =P]