Tuesday, February 20, 2007
"when all the world's a bitch."
i swear msn is killing me.
it keeps on troubleshooting over and over again. i swear if it was a human, i would take a chopper and chop its head off from its body. wahaha. okay, shareefah evil. but! msn more evil laa! T_T
somehow i hate today.
it's the last holiday day.
ahahaha. i'm not prepared for school.
at all.
shit.
and things just had to get worst today. sometimes, i hate the feeling when dancing becomes a RESPONSIBLITY instead of a fun thing that you look forward to. it's scary, really. and it's scaring me real bad. i'm sick of it. sick of going so far everyday. every NIGHT. damn. i really can't cope.
i'm not handling things well.
i don't know what to do next.
there's a sharp pain in my stomach right now. and i think my gastric's back. come to think of it.. i haven't been eating proper meals for like, the past few weeks. blahs. can i have my painkillers back now?
the pain's excruciating.
fuck fuckity fuck fuck fuck.
it's like stitches. but worst. and i didn't even run! wahaha. like ouchh. arghs. now i feel like crying. really really. T_T [sha won't tell anybody.]
i solved a mystery! i mean, at least i helped her solve it. hope things go her way and hope they stay together! =)) huhu.
i love yesterday. but i hate what happened. really, i do.
wahh.. like that also can ah? xD
dammit lah.
now i can't breathe. urghs!
list of abnormal things that are happening to me:
- shortness of breath.
- sharp pain in the abdomen.
- blurred vision.
- urge to vomit.
- recurring headache.
and i have a cut on my foot that's so.. umm.. PEDIH! T_T
*shareefah waits for sympathetic tags*
ANYHOO.
can i fall in love with an "ang moh"? or better still.. can an "ang moh" fall in love with me..?? huhu! [this part jummy will go: "o'levels."] blahs. yeah. that oath still stands. nobody's been sweet enough to break it. hahah.
1 year from now, i'll be reading this and i'll be laughing my ass off. met jummy to go to ntuc. thanks jummy for the spicy thing! then met jummy and sap later. we had fun at the fitness cornerS. huhu. and i have the sudden urge to live really healthily. hahah! thanks sap for the bubble tea + waffle thingy. and i really was crying.
i'm stuck in the middle.
damn.
can somebody be kind enough to donate 100 bucks to me? i promise i'll love you forever and ever. =DD haha.
okay.
now i'm really going to be depressed.
shitass la.
shareefah happy tau!
no, really.
she's laughing+smiling so much til she's crying.
eh-eh, fuck
goodbye.
p/s: and that GUY pissed me off even more. i'm sorry to you kay? but it's just not right. not now. not ever. you should fall for some other girl. i'm sorry. =)
you know you've got my ♥ ~
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