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"everything burns"

happy belated 15th birthday ashikin dear.. =)
happy 15th birthday my dear natatha safia! =)




she sits in her corner
singing herself to sleep
wrapped in all of the promises
that no one seems to keep
she no longer cries to herself
no tears left to wash away
just diaries of empty pages
feelings gone a stray
but she will sing

til everything burns
while everyone screams
burning their lies
burning my dreams
all of this hate
and all of this pain
i'll burn it all down
as my anger reigns
til everything burns

walking through life unnoticed
knowing that no one cares
too consumed in their masquerade
no one sees her there
and still she sings

til everything burns
while everyone screams
burning their lies
burning my dreams
all of this hate
and all of this pain
i'll burn it all down
as my anger reigns

til everything burns
everything burns
[everything burns]
everything burns
watching it all fade away
[all fade away]
everyone screams
everyone screams
[watching it all fade away]
[while everyone screams]
burning down lies
burning my dreams
[all of this hate]
and all of this pain
i'll burn it all down
as my anger reigns
til everything burns
[everything burns]
watching it all fade away
[everything burns]
watching it all fade away

~ anastacia



i'm tired of being the girl who always cries at the corner. something shocking happened yesterday.i guess only sap knows. yeah. it wasn't much of a big deal. but it made me cry. and that scares me a lot.


when i cry at night or fight with my loved ones, who's to know?

i'm going to get through this. all this shits happening to me. i'm going to make sacrifices to see thers happy. i'm not going to be selfish. i won't be sucked into a whirlpool of emotions anymore. i'm sick of all that. things that you gave me.

my handphone is going haywire.
i'm sending messages to wrong people.
i need a new phone, pronto.
and i'm going to work for it. huhu.

things that happened to me these past few days made me think. i finally watched ghost rider, by the way. heheh. it's a nice show la! ut kinda scary at some parts. like, wtf. huhu.

lesson learnt yesterday:
always bring charger when you go to your nenek's house. or rather, just bring your charger everywhere. i bring it to school tau. wahaha. kk sha diam. hmmm...



i know i'm so slow la.
but i've fallen in love with "bu de bu ai" [again.]
hahaahhahahaa.
this song so effing nice, can? =D


jummy's falling in love.
somehow, i think i am, too.

aiyoh! all those sweet couples should go far far away from me la. make me feel lovey-dovey only.. huhu. one such couple is my sister and her boyfriend lor. hahaa. shan't disclose too much information. nyeh nyeh.

i was so depressed yesterday that i ate a lot of kinder bueno and that spicy cracker thingy. i was close to tears cause it was so spicy. and it made this weird taste after i ate the kinder bueno. huhu.

remember last year i said i would be very busy?

i'm going to be very busy from now onwards. nyeh nyeh.

ouh! thanks to a somebody my ipod can be alive again! huhu. i've finally got earphones. and they;re pink! huhu. and i'm using them now! huhu. to listen to BU DE B AI. wahahaha. okay, sha giler.

ouh ouh ouh!

i officially have a new FAVOURITE phrase. huhu...
"dah ah. sha depressed. sha nak potng diri ah."
wahahaha. seriously, it's what i say everyday.
even to my mummy. huhu!

yayness. going to sh on 24th march.
somehow, i really can't wait. haha.

so many common tests this week. i will have to study and mug today. ouh, btw. the computer screen is haywired. thus, i can't really see what i'm tuping. sincere apologies for any typos, ya? =D

can somebody come over to my house today? i don't feel like being alone at home. i fear i may do something.. silly. huhu. jummy. if you read this by 1pm, call me. hoho.

ouh. yeah.
i re-oathed, whle jummy oathed.
not to get entangled with love til th end of o'levels.
and it still stands!
those 10 dollar bets with everybody. hahah.

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE MODERN DANCERS TAKING PART IN ANTI-DRUGS TODAY! JIA YOU!! HUHU.

ouh wells.
til the nex time.
goodbye!


p/s: I LOVE YOU!!