Monday, January 08, 2007
"it hurts real bad"
had a tiff with dear. =(
it scares me.
it scares me too.
i wasn't referring to you. really, i wasn't. i've never read your blog since months ago, i swear. and this time it was my dear friend who told me about your entry.
maybe you should just shut up.
it's better that way.
thank you, friends, for making me smile today. life has been fucking miserable. i've been trying to hide it. no, i don't hide it from all, but i know i've been doing my best. thank you ju+sap, for being there for me. for that night when i cried from afternoon til 11pm. i really thank you two.
people may look at me and think i'm immmature. well, they don't know me. it's all a facade. why? because i don't think you deserve to know the real me. to those who know what i have to face and handle, i thank you. because you were there for me when i couldn't handle those shits alone.
words are not enough.
friends; they come and go. i guess as every day passes i learn something new. something valuable. something i'd have to keep in mind. to survive in this pathetic life of mine.
my words.
my thoughts.
stop reading my blog.
you know who you are.
please. just stop.
ouh and dear, don't say you love me if you can't do what i need you to do. it hurts real bad. you should know how bad it hurts.
i mean what i say.
i'm not fucking attached.
goodbye.
you know you've got my ♥ ~
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