Wednesday, January 24, 2007
"the isolation room."
my extreme mood swings have been pissing me off.
really, pissing me off.
i just want to hug you and cry.
thanks for admitting the truth. =)
i just want to be isolated. from everybody else. i want to be alone until i learn a way to handle these fucking emotions. i've had enough of crying. you people think i'm strong, huh? well you people obviously thought wrong. really, you were all wrong.
i want a counsellor again.
but i don't trust anybody.
no, not anymore.
i want mdm chang back.
dammit.
i guess i knew that today would suck. woke up on the wrong side of the bed. got pissed off by everybody at home. including myself. was almost late for school. i got stressed up. and cried. class started. recess, cried. last subject, art. cried. went to meet him after school. cried. felt emotional in the bus. cried. walked home with hadi, jia le and addison. cried. sat there for awhile. cried.
did it again. cried.
just leave. please.
just leave me alone.
it hurts.
buying a penknife tomorrow.
goodbye.
you know you've got my ♥ ~
9:14 PM
9:14 PM









