Designer: manikka
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"contrast"

pissed.




til the end of the month.



hurt.




for all my life.



sad.




because there're many things i can't do.















i was real hurt by you. i'm going through enough shits at home. i just need somebody i can talk to. iun want to talk to any counsellors anymore. i just want somebody i can break down on. somebody who'd always be there for me. somebody whom i can hug. somebody who loves me. =/

and somebody who wouldn't complain that i cry too much. cause feckitte, i'm tired of acting so strong. i'm tired of having to shoulder everything. it's not my fault. it's not my fault. don't blame me. please. iun want to end up fake after this tedious facade. i know it'll bring me nowhere.


can't anybody see that the girl behind this strong front is just a weak, vulnerable, naive and frail fourteen year old girl?



iun think i'll be the same "fun" girl as before. right now my best friends are my plasters and my penknife. ouh. and that pack of famous amos which is finishing soon. *pouts*


hopefully tomorrow's shopping date with dad+stepmum+akasyah will cheer me up. i'm hoping to get some real cute stuffs. i predict loads of tears tomorrow. right now i just want to switch off my handphone until the end of next year. my eyes are swollen - again - from just now's crying episode.

i broke down la kay?
and there really wasn't anybody this time.

somebody's attitude made me cry. and mum wasn't feeling too good. and kak's not at home yet. and everything's just so wrong.




but..


everything will be okay...
.... right..?



*gulps*
goodbye.