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"too little too late"

come to me
stay the night
you say the words but boy it don't feel right
what do ya expect me to say
[you know it's just too little too late]
you take my hand
and you say you've changed
but boy you know your begging don't fool me
because to you it's just a game
[you know it's just too little too late]

so let me on down
cause time has made me strong
i'm starting to move on
i'm gonna say this now
your chance has come and gone
and you know...

it's just too little too late
a little too long
and i can't wait
but you know all the right things to say
[you know it's just too little too late]
you say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just like the chase
to be real
it doesn't matter anyway
[you know it's just too little too late]

yeah yeah
it's just too little too late
mhmmm

i was young
and in love
i gave you everything
but it wasn't enough
and now you wanna communicate
[you know it's just too little too late]

go find someone else
in letting you go
i'm loving myself
you got a problem
but don't come asking me for help
cause you know...

it's just too little too late
a little too long
and i can't wait
but you know all the right things to say
[you know it's just too little too late]
you say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just like the chase
to be real
it doesn't matter anyway
[you know it's just too little too late]

i can love with all of my heart, baby
i know i have so much to give
[i have so much to give]
with a player like you i don't have a prayer
that's the way to live
ohhhh... mmm nooo
it's just too little too late
yeah...

it's just too little too late
a little too long
and i can't wait
but you know all the right things to say
[you know it's just too little too late]
you say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just like the chase
to be real
it doesn't matter anyway
[you know it's just too little too late]

yeah..
you know it's just too little too late
oh, i can't wait
no no no..

it's just too little too late
a little too long
and i can't wait
but you know all the right things to say
[you know it's just too little too late]
you say you dream of my face
but you don't like me
you just like the chase
to be real
it doesn't matter anyway
[you know it's just too little too late]

~ jojo


i'm kidding myself, kan?
i can't wait for next sunday.
bro can't make it tomorrow.
!@#$%^&* feckitte.
i'm bloody sick right now.
i don't want to make kakak sick.
geeez.

*awkward silence*





everything comes and go.
if i don't get a modelling contract..
i'll cut myself and post the pictures.
ahahaha! wouldn't that be cool? xD

i feel so weak.
stupid fever.
stupid flu.
stupid sickness. =/

you know it's funny.
i keep having dreams that i'll be famous one day. somehow. i wonder if it's a sign from GOD or what.. hahaha! but i swear, i will never forget where i come from.. that is, if i even get to be famous. ahakz. funny la shareefah ni. xD

there's something funn-ier.
my dad doesn't know a shit.
about the modelling dream, or the kfc job.

wahahaha.
i wonder how tomorrow's going to turn out.
i can't even breathe. xD
at least it's not going to be so KECOH, right?
hahaha. see, i'm a positive thinker. =D
hmms....





dear GOD...

i just want everything i desire to go MY way for once. i know i've been a very good girl lately. right? right. =D so dammit, before i pull out my blade and start bleeding profusely, just make the things i want so badly to go right, as in, right. okay? okay set. haha. =D

one:
let them stay together happily ever after forever and ever and ever, kay? i want to see them marry each other. as in, genuinely happy and shits like that. make him stop contacting me, okay? help him forget me. =) it'll hurt me, but i want to stay this way. single bestttt!! xD

two:
let him go to at least a jc with his results. make him happy. make his parents happy. i've let his parents down. i've disappointed them. please. i'll be praying. i'll be praying real hard. i just want him to get good results. i want him to make his parents proud of him.

three:
let me get that model profile over and done with and help me get a modelling contract soon, okay? i promise i won't lupe daratan and i won't do bad bad stuffs like selling my body or whatever not. xD please please please. i want this real bad. =D thank YOU so much!

four:
let me get the class that i want can? with my friends if possible. haha. and please, let me study the subjects that i want to study. i know i won't be able to study if i don't get the subjects i want. so please, let me do better in life, help me achieve more. =)

five:
help me get that job for kfc soon okay? i want to know how it's like to be a working person. i want to be independent. i want to work and give my mother money. i want to be a filial daughter. that's what YOU'D like, right? =D please please help me get a job! can can can? okay yay thank you! xD

six:
let my sister pass her a'levels and help her get into university, okay? i want her to do well in her life, i want her to be able to help our mother. i want her to have a happy life with her darling boyfriend [aka, momo]. hehes. i don't want her to get as hurt as me. please let her have a smooth life. =)

seven:
please let jean's birthday chalet go smoothly. i don't want anything to ruin it. and by saying that, i mean, i don't want my MOOD SWING to ruin it. hehs. although we both seem to know that something good will happen to me during those days. xD

eight:
i want all my friendships to last me through secondary school.. heck, i want them to last forever.. i don't want any misunderstandings, small or big, to destroy any of my friendships and i want to keep all my best-friendships strong. okay? is that too much to ask for..? haha. i just want my friends to be there for me, like i'll always be there for them. =)

nine:
stop making me fall for him, can? ahakz. i know i can fall for somebody really fast, but this infatuation/crush/love... whatever this feeling is.. it's making me smile so much. hehs. and his advice are so useful. like, genuinely. hehs. xD or maybe you could let something blossom from it. hehs..

ten:
i want everybody i love to be happy.. with or without me.. i'd sacrifice anything.. anything at all.. even if i have to stop dancing.. even if i have to suffer.. i'd do anything to make everybody else happy.. i can't bear to see my family, friends and loved ones crying..

there you go, GOD. they seem like a lot of stuffs to ask for, but we both know that they're not that much to ask for. i think. hahas. i'll be praying for them. please let them come true.

loads of love,
~ shareefah.




meeting somebody early tomorrow morning.
i hope all goes well. hehs.
for some reason, i really can't wait.
haha. it made me smile. xD

it's 2am in the morning.
i've just ended the last conversation i probably would have with him. =) i swear, i just want him to be happy. i love GOD. yes, i do.. but he still fails to realise that he's the one who made me love HIM.. hehs.

maybe we'll meet again in future.
maybe we never will.
i don't really mind. hehs.
cause i'm happy that i've had him once before. =)
i just want him to be happy.
i'll do anything to make him happy.

"you're so stupid. he's hurt you so much. yet all you keep doing is give in to him. you'd do anything for him. but is it even worth it? i don't know when you're going to wake up from this dream of yours. it's so stupid." ~ anonymous.


well i guess...
i guess that's what love does.
i'm not expecting him back.
i don't want sympathy.

hmpfhs.

haha.
it's getting late.
i'd better get some sleep.
i have to wake up in 5 hours time.
hehs. xD

goodbye!

p/s: settled everything with dd already. =D loves!