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"slip and let it go?"

waduhh..

now i'm just confused.
*blink blink* *blink blink*
i swear i'll cry. =/


boooooooo.
iun think i'll be able to stay single until the end of my o's. yeah, like everybody is already expecting that. =/ blahs. iun think the challenge is any of you anymore. it's me. i'm my own challenge. haiz.. the reason why i want to stay single for so long is because i want to concentrate on my studies. [like, duh?] and.. iun want to ever get heartbroken again. [a greater duh.]

yeah, i'm selfish.
iun want to hurt anybody either.

haha. ms. doctor-love plans to stay single forever and ever. that's the only way she'd be able to help anybody with how confused they are with their love problems. [chey bah.. noble ehk shareefah ni..? xP]

but seriously.. somehow, i miss being attached. probably because i've forgotten how good it feels like to "be owned" by a guy. boooo. now i'm going to get very emo. =/ not good. i think ash's [as in ashraf] emo-ness has finally rubbed against me. i'm feeling.. well, kinda lonely. ha-ha.

stupid feeling.
stupid me. =/


ANYWAYS.

yesterday night was awesome. =D met up with a dear guy best friend to watch a movie. he still refused to tell me his problems! dammit. i shall force it out of him. hohoho! xP it was nice having a day night out. and OMG. i officially hate kiddy palace. because that polar bear thing i want? there's like, only FOUR left. and one was on the floor! T_T booooo!

okay, now i really have to get it.
cause i really really want it.
and in 2 days. about half have been sold.
i want one! i want one!

=/

like, as if anybody would buy it for me. xD hoho. so yes! shareefah shall save up for it herself and buy one to cuddle up to all night. ahahakz. that sounds so obscenely gay. xD

hmpfhs.
if nobody buys me this adorable polar bear before 1/12/2006, [which will obviously be the case], i will go to kiddy palace to get first thing in the morning on 1st december 2006. xD wahahaha. so i'll be like, going to dance practice hugging a white polar bear. hoho. that would be adorable, yes?

eh okay, enough about the bear. xD


FLUSHED AWAY was a pretty nice movie. i didn't know what to expect cause i wasn't really interested in the movie and it was all pretty much a last minute decision. it was real cute and funny though. hehs. there was this one young boy in the cinema who was being really noisy. haha. kinda cute. xD

so far i've watched A LOT of movies.
good thing? bad thing?
you decide for me. muahaha.

the grudge 2.
the covenant.
step up.
flushed away.

yes. in one week.
i've watched 4 movies.
waduhhh... no wonder i'm broke! xD

i want to watch more movies! ahahakz. okay, bad shareefah. bad girl. xD

hoho.
after the movie afiq and i went to meet up with aidil who was just finishing his work shift. kok hoe was with him. =D haha. those 3 goons. i miss their crap so much. i found out that all our subjects are different. =/ i'm going to miss them. really.

we went to eat at burger king and aidil had a free dinner. boooo! haha. thanks afiq! xD i feel so bad. muahaha. we were laughing like crazy asses while eating. so cute. xD aidil said my burger was the best! wheets~ wahaaha.

the funny incident happened after dinner.
but shall not say what.
and they all bow down to me. xP

haha.
the three of them were sweet enough to send me home. awww.. =) thanks you guys! heh. things got a little emotional towards the end of the walk, but i could handle it. xP reached home at about 10pm. watched some tv and fell asleep. =______='''

it's 2.10am.
i've got to sleep by 2.30am.
i'm sorry, ash.

i feel so guilty.
towards everybody.
for no apparent reason.

i'll be going for some religious thing later. happy for me? yeah, you never were. i'll be trying to catch up. you know i've never been good. wish me luck.

i'm not going to break the promise.
i really won't.
i don't want any guy to wait for me.
i'll really stay single. =)

boooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
so emo-ish! haha.

i shall go to sleep now then.
yummy yummy milk. xD

goodbye! =)