Designer: manikka
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"kimi ga nozomu eien"

the blazing sunlight dazzles
as i recall that summer
i was there without knowing the pain
a smile is always lovely

as i keep persuing my dreams and aspirations
i can hear the voice that calls me from afar
i gaze endlessly upon the straightforward emotions
that tear through the never-ending sky

as i gently hold the overflowing tears in this hand
i wonder if we can ever meet again
atop that hill..



i used to think this song was childish and nonsensical, only because it didn't make any sense to me. but i think i've finally understood the meaning of it. i guess different people would have diffrerent views. thus, i will not say mine. - it wouldn't make a difference.


to you:
i'll be waiting for you. though i'm trying my best not to expect too much from this long wait. i've realised i will never be truly happy unless you're here with me. call me weak. call me pathetic. call me stupid. for falling for you this bad. for holding on to those memories. to those promises. to us.


i've been crying since morning.
what the fuck is wrong with you sha?!
i should have followed mum and nek.
i guessed this would happen.
this breaking-down episode.
it's one of the worst so far.
because i'm all alone at home.

i don't know what's happening to us. i was real hurt by her blogging. i'd prefer to settle this with her personally. really.


my head fucking hurts.
i woke up at 4am in the morning.
a nightmare.
a terrible nightmare.
i couldn't stop crying.
i didn't sleep.
i've got a terrible sore throat.
and i fell asleep for 20 minutes.
i dreamt about you.
i dreamt you were here with me.
doing the same thing you did that day.
when i cried.
when i broke down infront of you.
when you promised me those things.



i'll be waiting.
i'll just be waiting.

there's nothing else i can do.

goodbye.