Designer: manikka
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"good day, bad night"

i woke up early just now.

the day went more than okay. =D


had dance practice from 8am til 12pm just now. it wasn't so tiring, ballet was halved, so it pushed back the time. xD my stupid hairnet had pissed me off earlier but ms jenny did a hair-tying demonstration on me. wahaha! we discussed our anti-drugs performance before we got dismissed. ouh, yeah. i'm in. =/

dances i'm involved in:
- countdown dance *
- anti-drugs '07 [danceworks]
- syf '07 *
- md3 dance ;D

booo. the *ed ones are the more important ones. it's either coming real soon, or it means a lot to me. hoho. i've got to make a decision soon. they're asking for a decision. a decision..

went to jean's house just now.
they made me realise that i'm funny.
like, i made them laugh so much.
ouh, i love being me. [as in, me.] =/

haz met up with elza while i walked back home alone. i figure i've to start exercising again. stamina is one thing i really need for all these dances. i have to jog regulary too. jums, you up for it? i'm feeling so tired. this sickness is still here, torturing me. blahs.

i kinda regretted walking back home today. i was breaking down as i reached home. yeah, the cold floor, again. this time it really made me even more sick. i just slept on the cold floor for 5 hours. i think i should stop walking back home alone. i should get somebody to walk with me. or maybe i should just take the bus back home.





i think i'm going to confront her.
yeah, the both of them.


i'm sick of you bitching about me. i swear, i never meant to hurt you. and my words are sincere. we all bloody well know that yours aren't. well, fuck you. you've been bitching about me way too much and you know, i don't deserve those bitchings. you know who does? YOU. you deserve them. so just shut your fucking mouth, because i know you're reading this. just shut it, and reflect on what you've said about me, and why.

you're just another fake bitch, girl.

every smile, every laughter, every action. everything. everything about you is fake. and "my dear girl", i've really had enough of it. yeah, i hope they overthrow you. one day everything that's yours will come crumbling down on you. because they're not real. everything is just fake. and you'll realise that soon. girl, you're just another knncb-acbc-cbkm-pkm bloody bitch. =)

ughs.
i'm disgusted.


great, she just had to ruin my night.

goodbye.

p/s: i'm just fine. =)
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