Tuesday, October 17, 2006
"over"
our relationship is over.
i'm sorry to you. i never meant to hurt you... but those words my dad spoke to me. the promises i made to him. when i heard my father crying.... haiz.. i just can't let him down anymore. and i'm awfully sorry. i have no right to hurt you.. but please do cheer up. =)
blahs.
i cried a whole lot yesterday. and i couldn't get any shut eye. i pissed kakak off. i'm sorry. =/ but we made up today morning. =D so everything's okay again.
pms is pissing me off.
make me break down so many times.
blueargh. T_T
dad called yesterday night. he gave me lectures. on my behaviour. on my attitude towards studies. and we talked about other stuffs. a wake up call. or in this case, wake up calls. [since he called about 4 times to give 4 different lectures.] x)
i am so not getting myself involved in love no more.
a relationship's just too tiring to take care of.
and what she said is true.
right now, it's all just puppy love/cinta monyet.
ask yourself.
how many present couples would stay together until they get married?
hmms.. less than 5%.. right?
so there. =)
i thank divya and priscilla so much for just now. i was in a bloody bad mood. and they managed to cheer me up. =) pris gave me and divya chocolate. yays! hahaha. chocolates in the mornings just always make me smile.
deeparaya rehearsal went badly. =/
shaun was late because he had to get his attire, tavin helped the three of us with the burning of another disc because i stupidly forgot to bring the disc, and shaun had trouble with memorising the lyrics. i don't blame him. they're malay words. he's doing a great job. =) i had a gastric attack. and vomitted.
'nuff said. =/
went to cwp with shaun.
walked home alone.
divya, priscilla.. let's just stay strong okay? no matter what people say. we'll be there for each other. we'll stay strong. those words aren't going to bring us down. they won't. we aren't as weak as they think.. and we are never going to let them bring us down ever again. ;)
ouh by the way....
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY MAISURAH!! =))
p.s. S.L.S. stands for "singles' lesbian society". =)
you know you've got my ♥ ~
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