Thursday, October 12, 2006
"i'm ugly"
today was one of the BEST days i've had in ages. okay, maybe not ages. it's just a really really happy day. and thinking about the fact that we're going to separate makes me tear. =/
went out with priscilla and dd! =D
whee~
whee~
wheeeeee~
we had an awesome time together. and yes, me and divya were being bad bad girls. hoho! we randomly picked CITY HALL to go to and we practically went to every mall there. [mostly cause we just kept on walking while talking.] haha. i wasn't fasting, so we bought a big bag of lays and walked around while eating.
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haha.
okay, i know.
i'm bad.
lol.
we saw MANY things we decided to buy the next time we went there and we camwhored, too. at the world's largest fountain! [boo to div and pris for not believing me. xPP] photos are put up in divya's blog. =D there are more; but they're not really the best of em. lol. i didn't take many photos cause some random bitch was pissing me off. haha. divya, you know la eh. and your welcome! =DD
ouh!
divya owes me a pencilcase!! =DD
let's get identical ones!
hohoho. xP
ate at kfc after walking around. and the un-hot guy was adoring pris' figure. LOL. it was pretty obvious that he had his eyes on her. xP div and i just can't live without teasing pris. xP
walked around some more!
and then the unbelievable happened.
pris' flats' strap broke. xDDD
wahahaha!
she was
and then we had even more laughter in the train! =DDD
the three of us
and and and!
he finally took off his handkerchief and ouh boy is he cute! xP divya and i regretted talking loudly about him and he was looking at us the whole way after we kept saying how HAWT he looked. LOL! kembang ah tu.. wahaha!
wonder if i'll ever see this sleeping beauty/cowboy/terrorist ever again. wahahaas!
reached causeway point and divya left. T_T
it was no more fun after that.
it was more of SERIOUS TALKING with priscilla.
because i knew she was pretending.
and i don't want her to be pretending.
i want her to mean those smiles. =)
we walked around causeway looking for a pair of shoes she'd be happy with. she finally bought a pair of polka dots heels from ice lemon tee. =D hahaha. then later she got blisters because of it and had to buy plasters from guardian. hoho!
we got ourselves drinks and sat down to have a long talk. i love her so. and i love divya a lot too. =) after much discussion, we went to popular to get LIQUID PAPER and pris followed me back home.
then we went to that place.
that place where we used to go to.
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pris agreed that it's peaceful there.. and although it ended long ago.. that place will always be the place i go to straighten out my thoughts and feelings. to get some time alone. i used the liquid paper to erase everything we wrote. these memories, forgotten forever.
i'm stronger than you think.
i shan't let you down.
walked pris to the bus stop and left after the bus came. =)
pris, thank you for that long talk. i cannot thank you enough for how frank you were with me. yes, he is my past. he always will be. i'll probably remain single for a long time now. i love him.. but i'm too tired to be in love. that long relationship has drained everything out of me.. and my heart needs to rest. like you've said.. if he truly loves me, he'd wait. =)
soon.
soon.
i found out about another guy.
5 counting.
haiz.
goodbye. =)
you know you've got my ♥ ~
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