Sunday, October 08, 2006
"feckitte"
great. go ahead and laugh.
i'm crying.
yes, crying, again.
you're a bitch.
you really are.
you're stupid, too.
ouh, fuck you.
i've had my shares of up and down. i think after all these time that i've been pretending to be strong, i'm finally falling. and i have no strength left to put up a pretence.
i love my sister.
maybe too much. <3
i wanted to blog happily, but i kind of guessed i wouldn't. late night calls. promises. hidden kisses. when will all these end? i want to be single. i can't stand this torture. divya is right. love fucks you up. like, a lot.
maybe it's my fault all this happened.
i'm not sure if i should be happy or not.
i'll decide after eoy.
i want to stop crying.
somebody, call me?
okay no wait, don't.
let me cry.
i think he's crazy.
and i think she's oblivious to everything.
i can't stand this.
i'll be closing down this blog.
as in, really.
i'll just end everything.
nobody ever liked my blogging anyway.
i'll end it soon.
[and to you, i don't think what we have is true. i know it isn't. you're finally understanding this fact. i have to do this. i'm selfish. for once. i have to be selfish. good riddance.. soon enough.]
i never want to fall in love ever again.
p.s. thanks divya, i was touched by your blog entry. =D haha. see you in school tomorrow. and i know you'll read this before 9/10. so, hahas. muackz. love you so. =DD
goodbye.
you know you've got my ♥ ~
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