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"a day out"

it's a school day off.
was out with kakak the whole day.
it was nice spending quality time with her.
i finally got my eyeliner. =)
and saw nurul at chamelon.
hehs.



i found a song that i think would suit the feelings of us three best friends. okay, so i didn't really just find it. i just realised that the lyrics describe how we feel very accurately. =)

linger ~ the cranberries

if you, if you could return
don't let it burn, don't let it fade
i'm sure i'm not being rude
but it's just your attitude
it's tearing me apart
it's ruining everything
and i swore, i swore i would be true
and honey so did you
so why were you holding her hand
is that the way we stand
were you lying all the time
was it just a game to you

but i'm in so deep
you know i'm such a fool for you
you got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger
do you have to, do you have to
do you have to let it linger

oh, i thought the world of you
i thought nothing could go wrong
but i was wrong, i was wrong
if you, if you could get by
trying not to lie
things wouldn't be so confused
and i wouldn't feel so used
but you always really knew
i just wanna be with you

and i'm in so deep
you know i'm such a fool for you
you got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger
do you have to, do you have to
do you have to let it linger

and i'm in so deep
you know i'm such a fool for you
you got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger
do you have to, do you have to
do you have to let it linger

you know i'm such a fool for you
you got me wrapped around your finger
do you have to let it linger
do you have to, do you have to
do you have to let it linger



anybody who has this song can give to me? =D


i don't feel right.
everything's going to be okay.
i want to delete this blog.
i want to delete every blog i have.

i'll just keep a diary.

blahs. somehow, i don't want this year to end. no matter how many different shits i went through. i want to be stuck in a day. a day that has no end. =/ am i weird..? i think i am.

i want to stick to my principles.
yeah.
i will.


ouh. added a few new songs at the music corner. =D you can choose what song you want to listen to. although my personal favourite is the one that plays automatically. xP lalala~ i don't like her copying me. it's so fake. don't you think..?

=/


i love dancing.
wish me luck tomorrow?
i hope i get contact lenses by night time.
blahs.

so many things to do.
so little time.



dear you,

today i felt like running away
from all my responsibilities
from everything you used to say
from all those summer-sweet memories

your spoken promises; they always kill
with every word you're only lying
you'll never get to know how i feel
worry not; my love for you is dying

everytime you look my way
the only thought that fills my head:
"i wonder if you're coming today"
slowly all my love turns to hatred

i've told myself that you don't want me
yet you claim that you don't don't want me
you're making me ouh-so-confused
fuck it, baby dear, i feel so used

no love,
sharifah.

goodbye.


p/s: happy 14th birthday irfan! =D