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"broken. for real."

i thought today would end perfectly. cause it really seemed like some dream/fairytale to me. the part where i got into the p6 open house dance.. and when irfan, jun bin and ming yang made me laugh my ass off with their antiques when i felt so down..

you know, it kinda sucks real bad to know that with every good thing that happens.... a bad thing will happen too. [or somehow in my life, bad THINGS will happen. =/]



he called and lectured again.
bluearghs. =/
a heart attack...?
[not a fatal one]


i feel guilty la, can? but then again, it's not as if i could have prevented it or made him suffer less. right? it's not my fault. shits happen. it's not my fault. it's not. you know it too. blahs. [now i'm pissed.] and sheesh. it's not her fault either. stop blaming her for everything i've become; for everything i am today. you played a part in my upbringing too.

=/


tears rolling down..
when will they ever stop..?


and to you: i'm sorry. it was in a moment of folly. it's hard. you know how hard it is. help me through it instead of being petty about it. thank you.



i'll be very busy tomorrow.
and on sunday.
feckitte.

no, really. feckitte.




haiz.
goodbye.