Sunday, October 22, 2006
"bloody pissed."
the title says everything, doesn't it?
i'm bloody pissed off. by a lot of people. and the person i love the most has to be the reason of it all. thanks, ma. you really made my day. [p/s: that was sarcastic.]
ughh!
like fuck lahs.
i haven't got lenses.
i haven't bought the eyeliner.
i haven't got a diary to pour my feelings out.
T_T
why?
i didn't meet dad.
i used the money to buy ash's birthday present instead.
i didn't find that walk useful at all.
blahs.
i feel like getting a penknife and cutting my veins out. i feel like DOING happy tree friends to myself. hohoho! okay, i feel violent. =/ like what the eff?!! i think i shall not think. so i shall not think. instead i shall think of not thinking.
=/
i'm bloody pissed off, can?
and now there's nobody to vent my anger on.
even ash is offline!
i made him wait 2 hours seh.
sorry eh bro. wakakaka. xP
blahs.
ipw is finally finished.
wheeets~
meeting yohannis and shaun in approximately 6 and a half hours. [it's already 12am right now.] my eyes are sleepy and tired from what happened just now, but the butterflies in my stomach are making it so bloody damn hard to sleep.
yeahs.
the kind of feeling you'd get when you're leaving for camp the next day. the kind of feeling you'd get when you're going to perform in school for some important or prestigious event. the kind of feeling you'd get when you know you need sleep but you can't get it cause you can't get to sleep. T_T
today didn't end the way i expected it to. surprising. i shall not do anything. really. i won't.
yohannis and i had fun playing at timezone. with shuan and maurice. hohoho. so cute la they all. xDD
i want sleep.
i shall sleep.
wan an!
goodnight!
goodbye! =D
you know you've got my ♥ ~
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