Saturday, September 30, 2006
"you-you-you"
everybody's fool ~ evanescence
perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled
look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh, how we 'love' you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie
i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore
it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool
going under ~ evanescence
now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
going under
don't want your hand this time, i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once [wake up for once]
not tormented daily, defeated by you
just when i thought i reached the bottom
i dive again
i'm going under
drowning you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under
blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real
so i don't know what's real and what's not
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing; the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i dive again
i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
so go on and scream
scream at me; i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe
i can't keep going under
i dive again
i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under
going under
i'm going under
these lyrics mean a lot to me. i guess yohannis knows why. i can't keep going through this anymore. i want it to end. i won't let her ruin my friendship with her. i won't let her.
and eff.
i'm supposed to be studying.
HIATUS! =)
you know you've got my ♥ ~
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