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"the world's liar"

farhanah fainted today.


i'm extremely worried about her, i've been worried about her since we met.. but there is only this much i can do. i hope i'll be visiting her later. i wouldn't want anything bad to happen to her. i really don't. exams start next week and her birthday is on the 26th. 6 more days. i hope she is okay.


i don't feel like going out.
going anywhere.

the homework is piling up. the stress is increasing. exams start next week. exams start next week. that's the reason why i don't want to have an emotional breakdown now. i'll give myself a chance to breakdown after the exams. i just need this one chance.

i'm hungry.

it's so unfair.

i'm worrying about whether we will have enough money to eat tomorrow, whether my friends are okay, when my mother will get better, whether my brother will come back soon.. all this at the age of 14.

i know children of younger ages from those poor countries are suffering worst fates than me. and yes, i do feel sorry for them, maybe because they don't even have a shelter over their heads.

but then again, how long will it take for people to realise that i am afterall just a 14 year old who should be enjoying my teenage life instead of worry about all those mentioned above?

i'm sounding spoilt.
i should stop here.
i hate sounding spoilt.