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"omg."

*ahem ahem*
question of the entry for readers: would you choose your FRIEND or your LOVER? think about it.


this, is the last entry [hopefully] i blog, until eoy ends.
and this, is dedicated to you.




i've removed your link from my blog. and i told myself not to ever visit your blog, ever again. your blogskin.. what you blog about.. they're evident enough. to why you're so fake. stop calling me "dear". you know you don't mean it when you call me that. i know your character well enough.

stop being paranoid.
it's useless.
get a grip.

and if you have MY book with you, i want it back. and if you have vandalised it, i'll vandalise something precious to you, somehow.

you should be smart enough to understand the meaning of the next sentence. i will never ever be your friend ever again. you may think i'm overreacting but you have seriously hurt me. and you're aware of it. and you keep doing it. and you've even spread rumours about me. hah!

what ezzati says is true.

what kind of friend are you?

hah.
i worry for your friends. you've betrayed them at least once. maybe next you'll try stealing their boyfriends. haha. i don't know. i'm just guessing. i'm tired of being your friend. tired.

i'm sick of you.
sick of your character.
i'm trying to keep this in.

and there you go. so easily hurting me.
in every single way. just because you have the power to do so. the status to do so. the authority to do so. it's sick.



fact remains. i will NEVER accept you as a friend ever again. you don't deserve my friendship. really, you don't. for all those lies you've told me, for all those bad-mouthing you've done about me, for all your hypocrisy.

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.

it's good enough that i'm forgiving you. hahs! and now you won't even let me forget you?! what the ****... i beg you. leave me alone. GIVE UP. that's all i'm asking from you [besides MY book; if you have it]. i don't want to be your friend. you've become one of my fearsphobias. i'm afraid of how evil you can get. of things your exes have told me. it's scary.


FORGIVE AND FORGET.
i've forgiven you, because i can't bear to hurt you [and it's stupid of me, cause you obviously enjoy hurting me]. and i don't want you to get sins because of me. i'm trying to forget you and you won't let me. so wtf...

thus, the purpose of this entry:

**** ******, i beg you. leave me alone. i've left you as a friend. as a best friend. as a sister. you can't bring me back. please understand that. you made a choice, you have it. bear the consequences. now live your life and don't be greedy. stop trying.

stop acting.
i know it's tiring.


i want to avoid you.
respect my wishes.
thank you.
and goodbye.

p.s. i'd appreciate it if other people do not get involved in this matter as it is strictly between her and me. i'll dismiss whatever she has said about me. my mother was close to complaining to the school. i don't want to pursue it. let this be the last of everything.