Tuesday, September 19, 2006
"life; she's alive"
she's alive and safe right now. my brother's a father. it's hard to accept the fact, but how long could we have avoided the situation? i don't know whether to be proud of my brother, or to be ashamed. what do you think?
i wanted to take a long break from blogging, but i just had to blog today because it's the birthday of my niece. it's not everyday that your niece is born. heh. it somehow got me inspired to talk about how beautiful life can be. haha.
ouh wells.
life has been rocky these past few days.
i'm going to start blogging in an entirely new way.
i'm not going to pretend anymore.
what i blog about in this new blog of mine will be purely how i feel, and how i look at life. at my life. i'm not going to entertain you with details of my life at school. i'm not going to blog everyday. i'm only going to blog when i have the want and need to do so. i hope you understand.
i don't even know the name of my niece yet.
i just want us to be a family again.
i don't want us to fight anymore. no more threats, no more hatred. just love. i want back the love that was there before it happened. i want us to have another family portrait. i want us to look as happy as before.
time will reveal the future.
i hope tomorrow is a better day.
i'll be seeing kk. =)
you know you've got my ♥ ~
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