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"here we go again.."

today was sadistic.
it was alright.
just sadistic.
read on.



T_T
i told myself that i would fast the whole month this year [except for when i would have my period]...


BUT i've failed.
haiz.

yes, yes.
i didn't fast today.
i don't know what got into me.
i knew i could have waited a few more hours.
unfortunately, i unconsciously drank water.
and drank some more [this time consciously].

i think there's really something wrong with this dear brain of mine. hahas.

maybe it's the influence i'm getting from all the evil spirits around school. hahas. divya and priscilla should know what i'm talking about. heh.


i emotionally broke down after recess.
what hazira told me changed everything.
i thought i had forgiven her.
i thought it was over.
i thought she would be OUT OF MY LIFE.
and again she makes me hate her.
=_________='''

i'm so so sorry for worrying my dear boyfriend. i love you sayang, and nope, i wasn't crying because of you. xP well, at least now you know why i've been so emotional these past few days. i just want to forgive her. i just want to forget her. i don't want anybody to hate her, although she may have made many hate me.

again, i repeat.
i'm NOT like her.
and i never will be.


huge thanks to mr.tseng for not saying much about how rude or inappropriate my conduct was in class. i guess he noticed i was crying. hehs.


ketawerz made my day again during mother tongue. hehs. we were being exceptionally VERY high today. something rare. hahs. and again, i discover another teacher who reads my blog. cikgu annaliza. =D lawl. at least she's one of the teachers i like. heh. although, frankly...

i welcome all teachers.
i really just blog how i feel.
don't sue me?
muahahas.

and i hope you keep that promise. cause i know i'll keep mine. i try my best not to be a liar and in something this strong, i know this promise will come through. let's just say i have intuition. =)

LAST MINUTE ANNOUNCEMENTS!

~ HADY MIRZA IS OUR SECOND SINGAPORE IDOL!! haha. i know that almost everybody already knows. but ouh wells. haha!

~ HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY FARHANAH! may you have a joyous year til your next birthday. don't go fainting again and worrying all of us, okay? muaax! ;D

~ HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYS TO A LOT OF OTHER PEOPLE!! hahas. i'm so sorry if i don't mention your name, but these people include seri, nabil and jannah.. hahakz. =DD

~ LOADS OF THANKS TO : priscilla and divya for being so strong just now! i'm soo proud of the two of you. yes, yes. we'll get through all this shits together. and we'll come out of it even stronger, yesh? :D

toodles!